I already feel this going out of hand ... but then again I've been tensed up the past few days. Anyways Ahmad, I still don't get why you said that... Elazull was right about my statement though, I meant find your own belief within your own head, even if it was influenced let it be just as long as you, the person him/her self, believes it's right. Also, I don't think religion should really be used to separate right from wrong and the good from the bad, because most religions say "Ours is right if you believe otherwise then your wrong". Btw Robert, when my mom first attempted to influence me in catholic church, at first I wanted heaven to exist, of course I didn't realize this for a few years and tricked myself into thinking I thought it was real. Also, one thing, just because I want to be me, what about ghosts (again directed at Robert)?