I don't really know what to say

[Alpha]

For the past few months and years, my brain has been in limbo. Seriously, since 2007, I have had things in boxes left to work on, but never got to it. It's not that I didn't have time to work on it, it's that I can't pull myself together to work on it. I'm out of shape (thankfully not obese), always sleepy, and women are tearing me apart limb by limb, due to my failure of fully understanding them. Women are truly a different species than men. To even think they are the same is ridiculous and each gender has it's pros/cons. I'm not saying one is better than the other.

 

My brain's failure to accomplish all tasks, especially seen in 1Emulation, is driving me fucking insane. Even visiting this place for me is tough, but I still check it almost every other day. It use to be every 5 minutes ... but times are changing.

 

I hate staying vague, so I'll tell you a little more. The stuff in the boxes are mostly gaming peripherals or older consoles like PS2's and XBOX's I've wanted to open up for some better gaming. My XBOX 360 also broke and I haven't pulled myself together to call Microsoft for the last few months. Damn, I really should do that. Last thing totally unrelated, I am pissed Apple purchased Lala.com and are closing the site down tomorrow. It was the greatest music site since Napster, purely because you could listen to any song once for free. FUCK APPLE!!

 

Too much rambling... still too vague. Maybe one day...

[emsley]

Heh I studied women's psychology for over three years now, poured over countless books learned "tricks of the trade."

And not because i was some loser who couldn't get a girl but because it genuinely interested me.

 

A couple of good points.

 

1. Women want what other women want.

2. Be happy, be your self and choose women wisely.

[Krosigrim]

Its hard... but perhaps you need perspective. Perhaps a walkabout?

 

I actually know what you mean... what little you mentioned. You sound burned out and depressed.

[solidius23]

you will never understand women period end of story, trust me i just stopped even trying to yrs ago. and you dont have to call microsoft anymore just go to xbox.com and print out an ups label and they will send u a refurb in a week or so. and my mind goes all ways since i got sick a few months back, u just gotta find some shiny light or something to make all the shitty stuff bearable.

[Lucandrake]

Listen to some tunes, go for a walk, shit I'd never thought to see you post something like this, your silence gives off a completely different perspective of who you are.

 

Or just party, rock out with your cock out holmes.

[ken_cinder]

Heh I studied women's psychology for over three years now, poured over countless books learned "tricks of the trade."

And not because i was some loser who couldn't get a girl but because it genuinely interested me.

 

A couple of good points.

 

1. Women want what other women have.

2. Be happy, be your self and choose women wisely...and choose a woman you want for more than 1 reason

 

Ahem, fixed

[VT-Vincent]

Hey GC, I can definitely relate. I have no problem doing what actually needs done (job, things at home, etc.), but when it comes to any of my personal activities I just don't seem to ever make any headway. There are a lot of games I have purchased over the years that I want to play and half of them are still shrink wrapped. I've wanted to go through numerous tech books I have and by the time I have the motivation, they are already one or two versions behind. Unfortunately, I've yet to find any solution to this.

[Krosigrim]

One thing I can equate to this, is motivation. I have none for the time being, and through this, I relate to the issue. I get bored of my games, I get bored of media in general. I dont ever want to go out and shoot some pool with the fellas or go and work out. My metobalism has reduced to zero. I had one burger today... one. Im still full. My clothes are getting tighter and I dont eat...

 

Im stuck in a loop and it as if I dont want to pull myself out of the whole.

 

Motivation.

[Fatal Rose]

Why do people put forth so much thought/emotional turmoil into women?

[Lucandrake]

It's fun, it gives more "purpose" to this already dull life. It's also a game, one where most of the time the only way to win is to become ignorant that the game itself exists.

 

I fucking love/hate that.

[Inky]

Why do people put forth so much thought/emotional turmoil into women?

seriously. don't try to figure women out.

just know they like shiny things and drinks with fruit in them.

as for the other stuff. sounds like depression. go see a Doc and get some happy pills.

[Fatal Rose]

I used to care a lot when I first started dating (I was 21, now I am 26). I've learned a lot from my mistakes with women, I can honestly say I no longer do the same dumb crap.

[emsley]

I take happy pills, would reccomend them.

 

Trying to understand women is a landmine of pain - why do you think the pick up community is constnalty raking money in?

Because they have found a product that if you get hooked will always constantly evolve and raise more questions than answers.

 

few early books by denagelo are pretty much bang on the buck though and I wont hear a bad word said about them, just Dont go further with his products.

 

Young pretty girls: Mostly egotistical - bitchy - and I would say in some cases evil. (Infact a lot of the time)

very rare you get a young sweetheart now.

 

Older women - 25 to 30 - Normally pretty good , have some standards, will however be more attracted to a stable guy with finances. (at this age picking the right guy for babies is important)

 

30-35 Milf land. or any milf for that matter, women settle quickly after having a kid and are a lot more head strong in their partners they choose, you will get good standards from them.

 

Adventure women - These gals like to get out there, try drugs, go to partys, sleep with the leader of the pack and have fun. Absolute useless ego smashers as girlfriend material. If its shiny, or shiner they follow it.

Then blame you for been a boring twat. Normaly ends up with some normal guy that pays the bills and mows the lawn, but will always itch for the shiny lights.

 

Miss desperate - Dont be tricked by her exterior - these chicks are normally pretty desperate a bit "emo" if you will.

Will be hard work in the future. AKA debbie downer.

 

Little miss pay my way: Worst of the worst! She constantly expects money and bigger better things, extremely self centred and very hard to communicate with (AKA manipulative) These chick are usually very pretty, they want to be treated like baby's by her sugar daddy. Princess syndrome for the rest of her life = lonely sad existence, pump another 600 bucks in to her to cheer her up for a week.

 

The emotionally malnutritioned chick: I was molseted when i was young, I caught my boyfriend cheating, i had no father figure blah blah blah blah - Cheer up or shut up! Will poison any soul you have.

 

The "I like mean guys but dont know why chick" : These chicks hang round with guys who are tough, like to state they are tough and will kick your ass. They dont last long - she is constantly overwhelmed by the danger buzz from these guys which substitutes attraction. But attraction fades and so she goes back to square one and ends up with another "He didnt mean to hit me!!!" guy. Idiots.

 

Im extremely intelligent: These are ok - but the down side is they they think they are smarter than you, all the time.

At a party her know how for metabolic rates wont help. How dare you try to have sex with me!?

 

I like em loud and big: Zzzzzz. Yeah my steroids are in the post ill come back in a few weeks. If I can fit my head in the car after its got swole from hitting the weights.

 

I get asked why I dont have a girl I say "becasue I haven't found the right one yet."

And its true - I dont like to pick girls without good strong personality traits.

[Krosigrim]

Hell... I met a girl a while back at work. She would come in every so often and grab a blunt and smokes. We would flirt and be done quicklike. Well, one day I kept talking and we were having an interesting conversation. She is in school to be a nurse so we mostly talked about that. I finally asked for her #. Well alittle time went by and we went on a date. Nothing crazy, we grabbed some breakfast, went to the beach and shot some billiards and walked the beach. We went out one more time but thats irrelevant.

 

I called it off... it just didnt feel right. She was beautiful and so on... but she was too young. She had just hit 20 and Im 32. You see, I've been down that younger chick road a few times. There were gaps in shared perspective. She was just too green, like a rookie in combat. Its a damn shame too 'cause she gamed.

 

It want just the age though, as I met someone before I left Florida. Christy. Shes like 21 or so now but the issue there was she was already taken.

 

The focus of this story is its not the women... there are many variables in why someone is lonely. I see this "understanding them" jazz but that is ridiculous. Life is a mix of both random elements and providence. Chance and fate. I believe right place right time is just as important as who it is your meeting or talking to.

 

Someone might ask why they are alone, what kind of "fate" would allow them to be by themselves for so long. I would counter with... "Whats the divorce rate?"

 

Reality check, most of us are lonely. Only a small amount of people actually find "true love" which is a relative term. Many think its a myth.

 

Why do you think there are dating services and the like?

[Shoma]

Play baseball with friends?