I cant be doing with this shit, im supposed to be having a "break" at my sisters but all Im doing is washing pots, not eating very well, been told I cant have my PC in the "spare room cause i will smoke", on top of that i gutted her bathroom, cleaned her landing and stairwell, Im up and down like a blue ass fly whenever she wants something fetching, to cap it all off tonight I couldnt have my "sound on" cause it was too "bassy" so I unplugged my speakers and put some pussy ass ones in, I aint got no headphones and cant buy any till wednesday. Soon my keyboard strokes will be too loud and the vast amount of cleaning wont be good enough. To cap it all off the kids are whining like fuck, fuck this shit if im gonna live like a grunt i might as well do it in my own flat, back home this week for sure, think ill go wednesday on my pay day and go back to the shit hole of a street and house i call home. Dont get me wrong i love my sister and the kids, and all my immediate family work, this recession is biting harder than ever now and its the week before monthly pay for everyone. I aint got no job, i cant get a job, and im stuck on benefits. Even if i could afford a course which i cant chances are with this recession there will be ten guys in front of me with more experience. I might actually koin the army as a labourer, it cant be any worse. To cap it all off I will be might be meeting a real nice girl this wednesday but she has a kid. FML