If you go on the attractionforums.com posts are made liek this everyday - a lot of the guys swear by game while others like my self take only what we need. (I'm a member over 500 posts helping guys who are new to it) You ever seen , me, myself and irene? That's what happened to me - that's why I had to understand call me male but things happen for a reason and I had to find out more - it was my own therapy in a way. I hate her so much - how dare she do that to me or any guy for that matter? I know "it" happens but ask your self what "it" is? No one I talked to give me a reason so I had to find my own - my therapist (long time ago) had no answers. But be sure just about everyone I told this storey too all claimed her to be evil - mean I mean I slapped her round the head when I found out - no one has said she did not disserve it - then the cheeky bitch pressed charges and gave evidence in court i was looking at nine months for assault - great just what i needed after having my suppossingly son evaporate before my eyes - she wanted me to sit in a JAIL CELL to think about what I had done? WHATEVER! Thats why the judge slapped me on the wrist. All for doing the right thing - And I loved her like really loved her a lot - so it just adds insult to injury. Then the little skank robbed my flat took my guitar and PC the only other things in my life that I loved, I spent 4 months on bail - three of with were spent in scarbrough at the coast signing bail on a bike three times a week in the pissing down rain while the sea wind slashes your face off isnt nice - i nearly fucking killed my self over there twice. This is how I see it: What I got: A son that never was. 8 months of bonding with the bump. A love of my life that ripped my heart out. Over 7 arrests and over 100 hours in police holding cells. 400 pound in attedning court and unpaid work. 170 hours community service digging through god knows what shit. The horribile feeling of never trusting again (which i worked out with my self in the end) And it also effected my dick - I cant sleep with a woman or get a boner unless I trust her and Im not kidding - it takes me forever to come... What she got: A beautiful baby boy. A rather fantastic looking black eye. And now she is hooked up with another guy and had another kid - thanks fuck face!!! Im sorry but I cant let this drop not untill something gives - I'll have my revenge one day! Anyway rambled on please continue to talk n stuff! Emsley.