Have you tried to talk with your mother and grandmother and tell them how you feel? This sounds very similar to the Canty family situation in The Prince and the Pauper.
From what it sounds like it seems what your father does is abuse and that against the law. I remember hearning some crap about that when me and my friends would watch Jenny Jones during our morning MWF break. Your counselor should have told you something about that.
Life sucks but suicide isn't the right answer. You need a sanctuary where you can deal with this kind of stuff and it seems your sanctuary is your computer. Plus, sticking a knife into the heart would be a bad way to commit suicide.
Here's an interesting bill being put forth to the California Legislature: http://news.com.com/State+bill+could+cripp...ubj=news.1028.5 It basically says that P2P developers who don't take reasonable care to make sure their program doesn't allow movie and music swapping could face a year in jail and/or $2500 fine. It will probably never pass but that's just to show the lengths that are being taken to stop P2P.
Fuckers. Then what the hell is Current Affairs for anymore? Almost everything can be easily put in Spam. We had no trouble with this kind of stuff before Spam was opened. I'm going to consult higher powers to see where this goes.
The funny thing is that Oldboy just got in threaters over here. I better go see it. <{POST_SNAPBACK}> The funny thing is that it never came to theatres around me. I had to obtain it through other methods.