Should I go to this party thing?

[solidius23]

man you guys were smoking some good shit.

[Krosigrim]

LOL not necessarily. If you smoke like crazy then quit, I believe you are more sensitive to its effects later on, as opposed to de-sensitized. Thats what I believe anyway, who knows. A couple of tokes of regular stuff would blaze me up though.

[emsley]

It gets me with people who go "weed gave you panick attacks?"

Im like "well yeah!!!"

[Hawq]

I had depression for about 8 years a lot of people still see it as "something you can snap out of" bull poop!!!

Its nearly been two months for my meds and they are working but im pretty sure i need my dose upping, its shit waiting for them getting in my system id just sleep all the time.

 

well im getting closer now to levelling out

may be bad waiting but at least they do something for you, I always found em to be as effective as eating mints, less even as with the mints I'd have had minty fresh breath (lousy being immune to the things that are meant to help) still therapy on the way so maybe they'll find the trouble & sort it, after about half a life in this state gonna be tough

[emsley]

Hawq Deppresion and anxiety in all its forms can be dealt with now.

I had psychiatrist but only went to see him 3 times, they are pretty sure as I am that I have genuinely bad wiring and the meds are pretty essential for me at the moment.

Trouble is you want to tell the psychiatrist all your worrys ins and outs to isolate roots etc...

A good psychiatrist is a very skilled individual and you should trust in them, all the ones i have known have been very compassionate people.

 

The first time round they put me on Dosulepin and man did it Knock me the fuck out I could sleep for the universe.

Then I jacked that shit in after a few years of my life been a mist and a year later I started on Citalopram (Celexa) and the first time round this medication was AWESOME.

I had balls of steel, 99% anxiety free and felt like my old self again, but this time round after a few years of abusing the beer the Citalopram (Celexa) has taken a while to work in and I still feel fucking odd with each day that passes. Im pretty sure I need to be on at least 30mg daily or 40 even and im currently on 20mg not enough in my onion.

 

Hawq hopefully you will find a med that suits you, or hopefully therapy will help a lot.

if i was given the choice of feeling depressed or a pill everyday i know id take the pill.

And I have never been ashamed to say "im on anti depressants" its an illness like losing a leg, your brain has got to function before the rest of you can.

[Hawq]

amen to the head needing to be right before anything else is gonna work, now if I can just get the job centre to see that as well my main thrust can be on trying to get better so I can find work

[The-Ice-Man]

Depressed? On meds? Drugs? Join 1emulation!

 

What's going on here guys?

 

I recommend:

 

[emsley]

Heh I used to call my spam section at neocream the mental asylum.

[solidius23]

welcome to the jungle baby!!! i dont know why i said that.

[emsley]

I had a video titled weclome to the jungle....

It was a predator piss take a proper good one and i lost it.

[Fatal Rose]

If you can control yourself emotionally and not drink overly? Go.

Remember to be nice when you see her, be pleasant. Act like nothing is wrong and you're doing fine. Keeps things civil, it'll make you look better and you'll have a better time.