I've been feeling kinda down..help

[Gryph]

What's so bad about the basketball game? Atleast you'll be with a friend. He seems to be reaching his hand out in friendship.

Edited January 19, 2005 by GryphonKlaw

[Lucandrake]

Im 14, my sis is 13, and thats why I call him ryu and he calls me ken, not very original names but it's something because ever since we met we go everywere and crap, best friend, etc.., but yeah, think of it this way, with out ryu, I probably woulda been in my house right now smashing my computer to bit's getting ready to do some crazy crap. That or I had been dead a long time ago.

[alexis]

how would suicide make things better, nothing can be worse than you also have to think of your sister, also excuse me ofr my ignorance but how would come that a drunken man that beats his children for hobby is the main suport fot his family, hi must be a bump, i know it is hard but you cannot leave things the way they are now, gryph, me and some others are much more older tha nmost people here and we know what we are talking about, talk to the authorities please.

[Lucandrake]

Im sorry, I just couldnt live with the guilt that I flocked up my sisters education, and he doesnt sopport us, I already told this to gryph once, all he does is drink beer and forget about the bills, my mom and my grandma help us, and if my grandma found out that I did call the cops (she's my fathers mother) she would probably dump us in the street for that. I know how my grandma is and she's only helping us out of pity...

[Gryph]

Have you tried to talk with your mother and grandmother and tell them how you feel?

 

This sounds very similar to the Canty family situation in The Prince and the Pauper.

[alexis]

yo need to get out of there, with your mom and sis, i know one thing is to speak about it and a very different thing is to actually do something about it, your grandma, screw her, come on, you will find a way out, you could find yourself a job to help your mom, do you have any family besides your mom and dad?

 

anyway gryph is right are you completely sure about your grandma?

Edited January 19, 2005 by alexis

[Lucandrake]

Yes and my mom was the one that told me about the money problem we would have in the first place, she's also against it and even missed a day of work to stop the counceler from calling the authorities

 

Edit: Yes I do have other family members, but they live in ecuador and are so poor that there barely surviving themselves..

Edited January 19, 2005 by Drake

[alexis]

you have to let your mom know how you feel, you must let her know this can´t continue happening anymore, you could get a part time job or anything, please do not do something stupid, life is too wonderful to just waste it, thinks will get better sooner or later

[Lucandrake]

Im going to the basketball game, I won't do nothing stupid...unless someone does something stupid to me... , ill tell ya everything when I come bacl

[Sturmvogel]

im pretty sure that im going to stick a flocking knife in my heart and end this crap..

 

Sounds like a good idea...

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I apologize for being insincere...I found your ranting over the past few months, about how no one likes you and you are alone, a bit wimpy. But truth be told you have some serious family issues to sort through.

[NeuronMaster]

Well Drake, I have a feeling I know where you are coming from, and I'm not just saying that.

It'll get better, I know it looks hard, but it'll get better.

 

I just got back from Canada where I had fun, but came back depressed for some reasons, but it'll get better.

[Lucandrake]

Back from the ball game, big bore, even tho I was wit ryu, he has other friends that were all cool and crap, but I still didn't feel comffertable, o well, my school lost, like always, and yeah , things always turn out to get better, but there's always a price that one week after they do..idk why, it's just the way ,my life has worked so far, dude , and my ranting and crap, about being alone, I don't mean to do it, but sometimes I find no other answer but to rant and scream and get heard out, rather then lie in a pool of blood.

[alexis]

well Ken we will always suport you no matter what don´t you ever forget about that, you will succeed on life believe me i am already feeling proud about you, kkeep it up and don´t lower your arms

[Lucandrake]

Thanks alexis, Im glad you all got's my back, Im glad I got friends, ! Thanks.

[Gryph]

This may sound cliche and corny but when life pushes you down, you have to push back harder. I'm a firm believer in that everything is a test and what doesn't kill you makes you stronger (not literally but I'm sure you know what I mean.)