Depression

[ken_cinder]

Yeah my post was part sarcasm...thought that was obvious.

 

I'm at a point now where I am moving on with my life, I'm intelligent and I process things quickly, so I know I have to pick my ass up and move!

Does it still hurt? Fuck yes, it will ALWAYS hurt...just come one day it will only hurt when I'm forced into a position where I have to remember.

 

So far things have been ok, people understand my position and my rationale. I've already seen one girl, if you wanna call it that...and I'm out partying with friends on the weekend again, something I haven't done in like 5 years. Strange, but like I said...MOVE ON!

[solidius23]

if u r really going through some depression make sure u talk to someone about it, going thru it alone just makes it a 100 times worse trust me.

[emsley]

I'm on med for deppression - horribile sneaky illness it is. it runs in my family.

 

As for girls - more trouble than they are worth most of the time.

[Hera]

I'm on med for deppression - horribile sneaky illness it is. it runs in my family.

 

As for girls - more trouble than they are worth most of the time.

 

Same here. It sucks.

 

And guys are just as much trouble.

 

Will, I wasn't meaning for it to sound like it was some competition or "trumping" when it comes to individual pain. I was just trying to make it clear that everyone's problems are far more severe in their perspective than of another. I understood his sarcasm and I definitely admire the courage and strength Ken has. I was just making a minor point.

[Cominus]

Yeah my post was part sarcasm...thought that was obvious.

 

I'm at a point now where I am moving on with my life, I'm intelligent and I process things quickly, so I know I have to pick my ass up and move!

Does it still hurt? Fuck yes, it will ALWAYS hurt...just come one day it will only hurt when I'm forced into a position where I have to remember.

 

So far things have been ok, people understand my position and my rationale. I've already seen one girl, if you wanna call it that...and I'm out partying with friends on the weekend again, something I haven't done in like 5 years. Strange, but like I said...MOVE ON!

 

Wait, weren't you like married? I thought you had kids? Damn bro, that sux.

[emsley]

cinder should check my video out when i give him a shout out

[CJ Jackson]

And guys are just as much trouble.

 

I think egocentric are the most troubled and gender plays no role in this at all. Don't worry I didn't say you were egocentric or anything like that! I find the whole gender bashing thing quite narrow actually and I find the word "bitch" quite arrogant and discriminating.

[ken_cinder]

Yeah my post was part sarcasm...thought that was obvious.

 

I'm at a point now where I am moving on with my life, I'm intelligent and I process things quickly, so I know I have to pick my ass up and move!

Does it still hurt? Fuck yes, it will ALWAYS hurt...just come one day it will only hurt when I'm forced into a position where I have to remember.

 

So far things have been ok, people understand my position and my rationale. I've already seen one girl, if you wanna call it that...and I'm out partying with friends on the weekend again, something I haven't done in like 5 years. Strange, but like I said...MOVE ON!

 

Wait, weren't you like married? I thought you had kids? Damn bro, that sux.

 

Yeah and 1 kid, and my wife took her own life...the simplicity is FAR lacking regarding that, I'm past it though and I understand her motives even if I think it was selfish and stupid.

Point is, you'll be ok...you may even be a better man for it. I wish I wasn't in my situation, but I AM a better man for it no matter how you slice it. It changed me in some bad ways that I'm still fighting, but I can see the good ways it changed me too.

[Hera]

You're a good guy Ken.

 

Just continue to heal and focus on yourself and your lil' one.

[Rag]

Sometimes you just need to recreate yourself in a manner of speaking. Its open to interpretation so I'll leave it at that but my advice if you eventually do follow that path would be to be mindful of who you become. You don't want to look back and realize you left something behind you can never regain.