Krosigrim

For fucks sake man... :Cant find the right smiley for this:

Well you can reach the front page, its the forum listing page thats fucked. onfront page there is the list of forums on right but cant access forum page, the page with status updates.

BAM

Makes me want to play Zelda again.

Classic evasion. Baah. I do have an awesome story regarding ex's (not mine) but it'd be another long ass post... Lets just say someone lit our house on fire, gas poured on the master bed. We were out at the time.

Yea that looks about right. Made more routines with one for about 2 hours just now. Worked forearms and delts mostly. Took pushup breaks. Modified pulldowns with a deflated innertube... lol. Rapid step jumps... burn. Held a big stick and made circles with the wrists. Great workout, forearms are pumped out. Brick will give you excellent hand strength.

Yea that looks about right. Made more routines with one for about 2 hours just now. Worked forearms and delts mostly. Took pushup breaks. Modified pulldowns with a deflated innertube... lol. Rapid step jumps... burn. Held a big stick and made circles with the wrists. Great workout, forearms are pumped out. Brick will give you excellent hand strength.

Yes but few and far between. I often out them before they are done and They taste grosser and grosser the fitter I get. I go much much longer between cigs and I can easily resist them. Guess I could cold turkey but at this rate Ill have quit before a month is past. Ill post in this though I read your thread Alpha. The past week Ive been conditioning & toning. I started off earlier but hurt my bum shoulder doing dips at work... the 3rd set too. As I chilled out for a few days I began looking at a path to my goals. I was at fitness level 0 and there is sooo much I want to do. Ive been out of shape for 16 years last time I was 17. Im 6'3" and weighed about 222 about 8 days ago. on top of having soft muscles are soft ligaments and joints. Cartilage that isnt used to having loads on them. I have a shoulder injury, one of my muscles seems to not operate, which others have now built to compensate, I can do pushups painlessly now. I also tore ligaments in my ankle and by ankles were weak. So as to not hurt myself I took small and frequent workout breaks. Yea break from what I may be doing & work something. leg lifts, fast high knees, doing circles with my arms or ankles. After a few days I really got into it. Found a brick out back and began pressing it above my head with one arm 10 times, then the other arm, then back and forth till I got tired then switched it up. Curls Tricep extensions Very explosive uppercuts in full form, tight boxer stance with full hip and leg action (my absolute favorite) Dont know what there called but leaned forward & brought them up and out with my back Holding the brick at shoulder level straight to the right for a moment, keeping the brick at that level with arms fully extended (slight bend as not to lock joint) I bring it in front of me and switch hands, bring the brick fully to my left, wait a moment rinse and repeat. When I felt strained (cardio) Id cool down by throwing the brick up and catching it with the other hand. Not up up but make it kinda float there in front of me. Id put a light spin on the brick so both hands always grip the same side of the it. This way I can condition while staying flexible and nimble enough... strengthening my stabilizers and fine movement muscles instead of focusing on strength like most do. Spoke with Emsley and light weight workout is old news to him. My shoulders are getting beefy already and thats just from small steps!!! I ran on the beach (dry sand) or should I say jogg/walk/jogg/walk/etc jogged up 300 steps or more yesterday. walked around the lake and did cheating pushups on every bench, at least 15 but max 30 each... so thats over 200. By cheating I mean leaning forward at a 45 degree or so. Dips Jumping pullups, where you slowly let yourself down, that way you work the muscles if you CANT do a pullup... so yea, I can do pullups now yaaaay Much more but I actually gotta leave right now and workout. But Im getting FIT!

Free. But since im single I dont look at porn much... Its no fun AT ALL by yourself. Which is still no reason to just take whatever happens by Damn it now I gotta go workout lol

Oh boy I like all parts buuuut sometimes I like it when they wear white socks pulled up, stalking style. Perhaps I have a slight stalking fetish.

In a bad way of looking at it... yes There are sooo many people out there, so many differences. Youll see combinations of everything. The "one" would really refer to that "perfect" blend of characteristics that mesh with your own. The one would refer to both of you loving each other, in spite of yourselves. I poured much love into each relationship, though I do not love them that way anymore. I still care about them, care that they are doing well... thats about it. Life is a long road looking forward, but when you look back it looks too short. Dont waste your time too much, but dont rush it either. Reiterating what Bambi said. Because man, life happens most randomly.

Ha And Im burn proof here Im used to being the Uber dork that no one fucks with. Therefore it is easy to maintain machismo while being sensitive. You ever see that movie? Ill punch you in the fucking eye if you dont almost cry

Hell yea, sometimes the most simple things are the best. Thanks england for fish n chips.

I have one. I really like it, I enjoy the 3D. Out of my games only Ocarina of Time had deep 3D. But the 3D is fine IMO. Tekken is fun but online is often laggy. Dude that movie sucks. MGS3 is the same but with depth now, Im engulfed, love MGS3. DOA is pretty fun, pilot wings is a waste but pretty fun anyway. Starfox was in my pocket when I did laundry dammit and doesnt work anymore. Samurai Warriors is a nice distraction on the go but the 3D is as weak as it gets... but thats fine. 3D games on the marketplace are few and far between. Is it worth it.... for me yes

HAHAHA Lets see Hamburgers #1 Does Cheese Cake count? Then in no particular order Shepherds Pie Lasagna Pasta in general Baked beans with lots of buttered bread Eggs in a basket Steak Chicken (white meat) or bar style wings n legs Fish Bananas, grapes and most other fruits Nuts (especially the local wasabi peanuts) Dude I love food...

Fuck you that shit almost made me cry. And Ill fucking break your teeth if you talk shit LOL Hell yea Ive had a psycho GF. Ill spare the details but she was pretty fucked up, and no Im not talking about EM.

I FUCKING LOVE FISH AND CHIPS!!! Its the Vinegar that makes it, Ill eat it on my fries from time to time even at a steak joint

Awesome, I almost forgot what arcades were like. Thats quite a trip you made too. Uh before the kid ran at you guys her parents kept staring or something. Buuut I guess Id stare too I miss the local arcade bar in FL that had ashtrays bolted to the machines and $ .75 hot dogs... damn place shut down

Exactly, never settle. Im not saying go out and find a woman, Im saying you cannot appreciate life fully without someone to truly share yourself with.

LOL Do you think thats just where you are now... and that things might change down the road under a different perspective? Though I am the same guy now, age has seasoned me and im only 33. Shoma your 22 now but your still young. Im not suggesting youll be a gung ho family guy, but havent you met a girl you just clicked with?

We NEED companionship. Plain and simple. I've been in my share of relationships. Some worse than others but all had good sides. I've been alone for some time now. Met a girl early on out here and we just insta-crushed on each other. After a date or two and hanging out, I called it off. Sure the attraction was there but it just didnt work for me. Im looking for a MY other you know, Im not looking for fun. Thats where I differ from ALOT of people. I cant just hook up, never could. They were... empty. Im alone. I am unique. Not really eccentric but I definitely exist outside the box. My fire burns intensely, I feel intensely. I am special, I want to find someone who is truly special. I dread the thought of giving all that I am to someone who doesnt appreciate/deserve/respect/it. Sure it sounds Fary Tale, but there are ALOT of people out there... being at the right place at the right time. Perfect match. When can it happen? Anytime. When does it happen? roll the die. The really really big one. Alot of people scoff at this. Some are shallow and carnal and only see value in the flesh, while others may say Im cheating myself out of life. Honestly... I see alot of pretty girls. I can totally not feel a hot chick no matter how sexy, know what Im saying? I attract to personality as well, It comes through clearer than a bell. I can read people better than you can read this sentence. When I am feeling someone... lets say their energy so I dont sound like a pervert... When Im feeling a girls energy Its like RESONANCE. The stronger the resonance the stronger the crush. These are FEW AND FAR BETWEEN!!! I've met a few girls actually that I felt this ... extreme draw for. But wrong place wrong time. They were not for me, or I for them. It sucks but thats life. One of the biggest things I miss is waking up next to someone. I want to wake up to someone special. The thought that brings a smile to your face before your eyes even open. I miss intimacy. The kind only selflessness can bring. I understand things change, people grow or rott... uhhh infected growth? No-zombie: talking figuratively. Situations can interfere but generally stand as a test. If the couple themselves are not working than they are wasting their life(s) and ruining each others. Mistakes are made, it happens. Ive been in relationships where we both fucked up. I of course never cheated ever, no really. People change and if your growing apart, something must be done. Either fix it or split. If you meet someone who accepts you for you, you never feel eyes of judgement. Never feel ashamed or naked/exposed. Complete comfort in all ways mental and physical. Thats what everyone needs. Someone to share your life with. Thick n thin Its out there. Its real. Roll the die /Deep, silent gaze. Beautiful subtle smile brought on subconsciously. Eyes gracefully darting back and forth soaking it all in waiting for the next reaction, angle, perspective. Time freezes./ You ever had time freeze? Its your mind racing so fast, all your concentration, plus extra from being in the zone... i guess... on her. Nothing else exists. When you know someone's very soul, when it is actually a part of you, subtle movements, tilts, postures, tones speak volumes. let alone the millions of other things also noticeable in a very instant. Knowing someone beyond what they can say... Knowing someone like this gives you strength, adds to your purpose. Life alone is aloooooone. Who else is there when you almost beat your high score that one time. And I wait for the girl who needs me... though it may not be yet

Lets say I almost tried it once... what a horror story. Had to stop it.